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I ruined you as a human being. I shattered your heart to pieces. You’d walk through hell for me and loved me for as long as you could. I know it hurts. I broke you and you don’t know how to come back from it. - I’ve never been the heartbreaker (via sleepycatmom)

you kept giving me just enough to keep me alive, but that doesn’t mean i was living anymore. - our last days (via places-to-be-people-to-see)

i just want you to know that i’m not the easiest person to love. I have a massive part of me that is missing or broken from the last guy and i’m not gonna lie, it’s gonna take a long time to fix those up, but that doesn’t mean I don’t want to try. I have to be honest to myself and to you and say that a part of me will always love my first love. A part of me is always going to want him, a part of me is always going to be sad and still have hope but every other piece, i want to be consumed by you. My first love has taught me so many lessons. So maybe i’m not going to fall as hard, maybe i’m not going to give in to an “i love you” as easily as i used too, maybe i’m going to have a bit of trouble learning how to trust again but i want to do that. The best part about a second love is it teaches you how to recover from the first, it shows you love when you thought all was gone to waste. I’m going to be difficult at times, I need attention, constantly. I love to be complimented and sometimes i need a reminder that i’m the only one, i love kisses and cuddles and sometimes i’m going to get mad, for no absolute reason except for the pure fact i want to see you get all frustrated and cute. I believe that all relationships have arguments and i am not afraid to have them, sometimes i’ll get sad whether there’s reasons or not and sometimes i need space, other times i need as much as love as you can give. Right now, I have more barriers than i ever have before but i’m okay enough to want to see where this goes. I’m not easy, but believe me, i’m worth it. - (via fxck-every-1)

Letting go isn’t a one-time thing. It’s a daily decision and the full effects take time. You’re going to be okay. - (via i-am-strong-all-on-my-own)

It’s just a mess in my head right now because I want to keep talking to him in case I light an old spark and everything falls back into place but then it could backfire and just happen to me and i’ll get hurt trying for something that could never happen. - (via fxck-every-1)

In my head, I see myself walking up to you and smiling, asking you how you’re doing. But why is that whenever I actually see you, my steps reduce to a stop and all I can do is stare from a distance? - (via unsaidhabits)

he is a fool. he will look for you in every girl and never be able to find you again. - two months later… (via places-to-be-people-to-see)

I would still take you back, 8 months later and I will still fall to my knees in tears by your demand. I can not believe it, I can not make sense in my head of why I would do such a thing. I guess, I truly do love you, I want to be with you. I shouldn’t, but I do. You just seem to be right, you’re always there even when I can’t see you, I can feel you. So maybe that’s a sign, you know me, I’m always looking for signs and universal things but maybe the biggest sign is the one deep within. - hope (via fxck-every-1)